in my cozy little corner

of torture. my room may be warm and decked out in holiday cheer, but i just want these damn finals to be over so i can go home! there's only so much you can study in quantitative methods in business before you want to murder yourself.

what can i say. since day one.


anyway, i couldn't resist the american apparel sale once again, so i came home. :) i spent less than $100 and i bought about 10 vnecks, two skirts, two tubetop leotards, a backback, and a bag.

i will miss a few things over break:

- Catherine Dang.
- Margaret Snider.
- Annie and Gabri and going to their apartment.
- bitching about the bay area.
- all of my F21 loves.
- the elevator breaking.
- the gym.

BUT WHATEVER. BECAUSE THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME. :) can't wait to see cotie and brit!

teaser.

i was blessed with an extended Thanksgiving holiday, but it went by much too fast. i love my new room and i missed my bed. I got to see most of the people I love, had IN N' OUT on more than on occasion, shopped until i literally dropped, and bonded with the family. flying in and out was hell, i must say, especially the transports to and from the airport. it only makes me more excited for the next two months because i will be home again more often than not. gas prices make me smile and my dorm room is now decorated. :) only 22 days until Christmas and only a week left of school before finals. I can do this. :)

but one of the things i achieved by going home was realizing that i can still make boys nervous. <3

currently engulfed in:

all worth reading. even guys.

to all

the guys
who steal my number from the break room at work... go back to your girlfriend who's presumably pregnant. i have had enough drama in my life and don't need extra in case i run out.

the girls
who get with guys and after fewer than two months, start saying "i love you babe" and "forever"... you're setting yourself up for heartbreak and i feel bad for you, yet laugh at you at the same time.

MY FRIENDS BACK HOME:
i officially worked my last day yesterday and am now free as a bird until January when I must start hunting for a job... as a nineteen year old. i can't wait to see you at Thanksgiving!!

what happened

to the me that didn't care?

solitary.

in case you didn't already know, these past few months have been amazing just being ALONE. untouched, unbothered. i'm excited to go back home (and apparently, i've moved. wtf)... but i haven't missed anyone. in general, i miss my family and friends, but i just want to be by myself. all the time. i guess i've changed.

can't wait forrrrr..

stinica and rash reunion.
thanksgiving with my family.
vlpv reunion.
so real cru reunion for daniel alvarez's funeral/andrew atangan's birthday.
sleeping on my queen bed again.

steel magnolia.

delicate interior,
rough and unbreakable exterior.