down.

And HANDLED.

dare not mistake me for a girl who is shy, unassertive, or doesn't go after what she wants. Yes, some things aren't meant to be. But I firmly believe that is only the case when you've done everything in your power to control your own destiny and God has different plans.

As for now, my worst fear is to become my own worst enemy: THAT girl who thinks with her heart, not her head; THAT girl who puts a guy over herself, over her friends, or over God; THAT girl who loses her morals; THAT girl who lets her guard down to let a guy in and gets her heartbroken. Call me naive and unprepared for heartbreak, but I guess it hasn't happened in so long, the brick wall I put up since then has turned to steel.

But on a lighter note, I'm pretty much floating on air. I like this boy. The end.